I Want To Try It

I have a ‘skeleton in my cupboard’ that only my ex
girlfriend knows about, and that is a desire to have
gay sex. More specifically, I want to give a blowjob.
I get off on the fact that those who know me would be
staggered to know the real truth about me!

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For quite a while now I have wanted to try sucking
cock. Preferably the cock of a like minded straight
bloke.

Yes, I’m a straight male with a very strong urge to
experience gay sex. Apparently, quite a percentage of
boys/men have ‘homosexual thoughts’, but I never
thought it would happen to me because at school I was
fairly anti-gay. I couldn’t understand gays back
then, but these days I firmly believe in ‘each to
their own’ and besides, people change and I’m a lot
older now.

Having said that, I don’t find men attractive, and
have absolutely no desire to have a same sex
relationship. The thought of kissing a man is still a
turn off to me, yet I think I could succumb if I were
aroused enough – at least that is the only time I
believe it would happen.

It seems many straight men have ‘experimented’ with
male friends when younger, jerking each other’s
cocks, or showing each other how they wank. I never
got the chance to get in to a situation like that,
and took no notice of other boys in the shower at
school at the time. Today, I would fantasise about
getting on my knees and taking a cock in my mouth in
that shower.

Maybe I wouldn’t enjoy it at all, and many gays will
be convinced I’m kidding myself, but deep down I KNOW
I would love it. It’s the kinkiness that appeals,
(kinky if you’re straight).

I’m a huge fan of lesbianism, so much so that I’m
jealous I can’t be one! It turns me on to the point
where watching straight sex porno does almost nothing
for me now, so I can’t wait to find out if gay sex is
as exciting for me as it looks for those lesbian
girls and gay guys.

Watching gay porno certainly doesn’t disgust me, and
I have masturbated to it many times.

It’s not as erotic as lesbian porn, mainly because
women’s bodies are far more attractive, and they seem
to have so much fun with each other. The men take it
so seriously and hardly ever break into a smile! The
first time I came over gay porn, I had a really
intense orgasm because it wasn’t what I was supposed
to be doing – it was kinky!

So, am I bisexual? Well, not yet as I haven’t had gay
sex, but if it happens and I enjoy it as much as I
think I will, then yes I would describe myself as bi-
sexual – but not in the truest sense because it’s
purely a kinky sex thing as opposed to my fancying
men.

I love to masturbate anally, and therefore know I
would absolutely adore having a real cock up my arse.
Although this desire to experience gay sex is a
fairly recent obsession, I can remember as a kid
wanking while sucking on a phallic shaped object – so
I guess these feelings have always lurked just
beneath the surface.

I’ve had anal sex with my ex-girlfriend which I
loved, so although I wasn’t bothered about fucking a
bloke before – because I have done it with a girl – I
now want to do it all – sucking, fucking and getting
fucked.

My ex is very open-minded so I can talk to her about
these things. I would just love for the both of us to
be sucking on the same cock, flicking our tongues
over the glans and taking turns licking the shaft. We
break away to kiss and the guy pushes on my back to
make me get in position for my fucking. I arch my
back, stick my arse in the air and he enters me.

It feels fucking great as I continue to french-kiss
my ex. I put my hand around her neck to support
myself as I’m pounded. I bury my face in her shoulder
as he comes, pulling her in to me because I need
something to hold on to while waiting for the
thrusting to subside.

Best scenario? Guy with a limp dick standing in front
of me wearing just trainers. His cock and balls are
freshly shaven, and freshly washed. He has a nice
looking cock – whatever that is? Well some just look
better than others. I hold his thighs and tease the
tip of his dick with the tip of my tongue. I lean
back and watch it rise before my eyes.

I lovingly and slowly take his length in my mouth. I
close my eyes for some of the time to enjoy how good
it feels to finally, actually have a cock in my
mouth. It is so exciting my own dick starts
twitching. I have to take him out of my mouth or I’ll
come myself, so I jerk him for a bit.

Then I combined jerking and tongue teasing while
looking up at him trying to gauge how long before he
spurts. Just then, another guy crawls backwards
between the other guy’s legs and offers his arse.

It’s totally hairless, and already lubed. I can’t
believe my luck. I play with the entrance, rubbing my
helmet around it in circular motions before plunging
in. It’s so tempting to go wild and fuck like an
animal, but I want to savour the moment. I fuck the
arse slowly with long deep strokes and it feels so
nice to completely withdraw and then push all the way
in again.

Next thing I know, the guy whose cock I’m sucking
takes a step back over the other guy’s back. I soon
realise why. It’s to make me lean forward to reach
his cock, allowing for a third bloke to penetrate my
arse.

It’s going to be a sandwich. I can’t believe what’s
happening. I’m sucking a cock, I’m getting fucked,
and I’m wanking the cock of the guy whose arse I’m
fucking! – Only he’s fucking me with his back and
forth motion. We are all seconds away from cumming as
I go to town on the cock in my mouth.

All four of us cum almost simultaneously, my hand a
blur as I empty the cock into my mouth. For the
ultimate kinky sexual experience, I know I have to
swallow the cum. This is no problem as the timing is
perfect. Swallowing the spunk intensified my own
orgasm which followed about three seconds later.

My final act is to contract my arse muscles to give
the guy cumming in me an extra kick.
I look over to my ex, who is trying to return her
breathing to normal after masturbating over my kinky
antics. She giggles and holds up three fingers to
indicate how many orgasms she’s just had.

After that I was addicted.